I feel like I am quietly a Monet painting.
Stand back and you see complete, beautiful, put together, colors blending and a story told.
Step a little closer you will see that it isn't as clearly focused as you thought.
Closer still and you see a beautiful mess of a million brushstrokes, land in the right place, blended to come together to create a whole picture, a complete story.
This is my life, who I am. I don't allow many to step too close, to see the beautiful disaster that makes me who I am.